My wedding ring, which I told myself was a practical decision and which I still think about at red lights.
Three years of physical therapy, twice a week, in a clinic that smelled of rubber mats and other people’s hope, and in year three the money ran out on the same afternoon the doctor stopped saying “some patients.”
I remember driving home — Ray drove; Ray always drove — and Greta, six by then, asking from the back seat if I was sad, and me saying no, and Greta saying, “Okay, but your face is.”
That night I built the first reacher.
I built it because the one the clinic sold cost sixty dollars and broke in a month, and because I had a broom handle and a coat hanger and a daughter who couldn’t reach the cereal, and because a man who has just been told “never” for the last time needs to make something that works.
