I barely heard it.
“It’s fine. Just Sarah being Sarah.”
“Mm.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
“Nothing,” Lola tucked the book into her bag. “Just, you’ve been jumpy for months.”
“Kevin’s a good provider, Lo. It’s a phase with Sarah. She’s 18 and moody.”
I said it the way you say a prayer you’ve stopped believing.
“What’s that supposed to mean?”
***
On the drive from the airport with Lola, I let my head rest against the window and remembered things I usually pushed away.
Kevin at the dinner table, eyeing Sarah’s sweater.
“She looks like she got dressed in the dark. And that laugh, Maureen.”
“She’s finishing high school, Kev.”
“She’s 18, not eight. Stop treating her like a princess,” he often snapped.