I had just bu.ried my husband, and nobody knew that during that very same week, I had purchased a ticket for a year-long cruise.

I remained silent.

“I hadn’t gone since the funeral.”

My throat tightened.

“What did you say to him?”

Austin exhaled.

“I told him I was sorry.”

I stared across the ocean.

“Sorry for what?”

“For treating you like you were supposed to keep taking care of me.”

I closed my eyes.

There it was.

The sentence I had waited forty years to hear.

Strangely, I no longer needed it.

“I hope you meant it,” I said.

“I do.”

“And Chloe?”

“She understands now.”

I almost smiled.

“Does she?”

“She does.”

Silence stretched between us.

Then Austin whispered,

“Are you coming home?”

I looked around the cabin.

My suitcase.

The little vase of flowers I had bought that morning.

Ernest’s photograph beside the window.

“No.”

Austin went quiet.

“I mean… not yet.”

“Mom—”

“I love you, Austin.”

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