The discharge papers had been folded under it.
And my mother’s notebook had been lying beneath both, like proof waiting for a careless hand.
The officer read the next line aloud.
Day one: Clara cried when baby would not latch. Record instability. Do not let her call him unless necessary.
My son whimpered against my chest.
I looked down at his tiny face, red from crying, his mouth opening and closing as if the world had already asked too much of him.
Behind us, the second paramedic came back from the ambulance.
“Sir, we need to transport your wife now. The baby can ride with you if you’re accompanying.”
“I’m going.”
My mother’s head lifted sharply.
“You cannot take the baby to the hospital in this condition. He needs to stay here with someone calm.”
The officer looked at her.
“Mrs. Ward, you are not taking custody of the child.”
Her face cracked.
Just a little.
But enough.
That was when I understood.
The notebook was not only about Clara.
It was about our son.
I stepped closer to the officer.
“Keep reading.”
My mother said my name, low and warning.
For once, it did not stop me.
The officer turned another page.