My throat went dry.
“You signed this?”
My mother looked away.
“It was just paperwork.”
The paramedic’s voice became sharp.
“This paperwork says you were personally instructed to call emergency services if she became faint or difficult to wake.”
The officer took out a notebook.
My mother stepped back.
“I didn’t know she would take it this far.”
Those words landed in the room like broken glass.
Take it this far.
As if Clara had chosen collapse.
As if unconsciousness were disobedience.
The paramedics lifted Clara onto a stretcher.
Our newborn kept crying, and one of them checked him too, gently touching his tiny hands and listening to his breathing.
“He’s hungry and overheated from crying,” she said. “But stable.”
My knees almost failed.
Stable.
That word was the only thing holding me upright.
As they wheeled Clara toward the door, her fingers twitched toward me.
I moved beside her.
“I’m here,” I said. “I’m taking the baby. I’m coming with you.”
Her eyes opened just enough to find mine.
Then she whispered something so soft I nearly missed it.
“Not… first… time.”