And I thought:
No. I’m not going to do this.
That night, I tried one last time.
I moved closer to Robert in bed.
I rested my head against his chest.
I kissed him.
He gently pulled away.
“Linda, please. I’m really tired tonight.”
Something inside me broke.
Two days later, I was standing inside a hotel elevator.
I was wearing a dark dress.
Underneath it was the same red lingerie my husband had barely noticed.
My hands were trembling when I reached Eric’s room.
I nearly turned around.
Then the door opened.
Eric looked at me for several long seconds.
“Wow…”
Just one word.
But suddenly, I felt like a woman again.
I could still have left.
I should have left.
But I didn’t.
When he kissed me, I stopped thinking about Robert.
I stopped thinking about my age.
I stopped