“Hey, buddy,” I said, keeping my voice gentle because half the conference room was watching me. “You okay?”
At first, I heard nothing but breathing.
Not normal breathing.
Wet, broken little breaths that kept catching in his throat.
“Daddy,” he whispered.
I stepped away from the table.
“Noah? What happened?”
“Please come home.”
The room behind me disappeared.
The projector, the coffee cups, the spreadsheet, the people in button-down shirts staring at me over their laptops.
All of it became background noise.
“Where’s Mom?” I asked.
“She’s not here.”
His voice shook on every word.
“Who is there with you?”
He tried to answer and started crying harder.
“Noah,” I said, slower now. “Listen to me. Tell Daddy what happened.”
There was a tiny pause, like he was looking over his shoulder.
Then he whispered, “Mommy’s boyfriend… Travis… hit me with the baseball bat. My arm hurts bad. He said if I cry, he’ll hit me again.”
For a second, I could not understand the sentence.
I understood every word by itself.
Baseball bat.
Hit me.
Arm hurts.
Again.
But my mind would not put those words onto the body of my child.
Then a man’s voice roared in the background.
“Who are you talking to? Give me that phone!”
Noah made a sound that still wakes me up sometimes.
The call cut off.
The conference room went dead silent.
A pen stopped tapping.
Someone’s chair creaked.
My manager said my name, but I was already moving.
My keys were in my right pocket.
My laptop stayed open on the table.
I do not remember picking up my jacket, but later someone told me I dropped it in the hallway and never turned around.
